Seeking Something Unseen

spaceyacey:

Fuck i’m crying now
So my mother was up to her usual shit; calling me useless and entitled. Saying that I’m no longer allowed in the bathroom with a shower and I need to clean the other one by noon tomorrow morning or else keep in mind it hasn’t worked in 3 years.
I was hiding in my bedroom while my parents argued over who’s fault I was when my sister came in. She walked up to me and opened up her fist revealing a rainbow popsicle ‘best friends’ necklace. She thrust it into my hand and whispered that she wanted me to have it. 
"because it’s a popsicle?" I asked
"no silly because it’s a rainbow. I know- I mean- I thought you’d like it." 
She then winked and told me that I no longer needed to worry about cleaning the bathroom because she had spent the past hour doing it for me. 
This seems so petty and small until you realize that for the past two years my parents have been doing their darnest to get rid of me. My sister will admit that I’ve always been the scapegoat but since I came out it seems their attacks are more pointed. 
My sister is 11. She has grown up in a homophobic home and listened to my parents bitch about “those damn gays” her entire life. A couple months ago I came out to her and told her the reason our parents have been threatening to kick me out or send me away. I explained that sometimes gay girls and gay boys are even beaten up by people, just because of who they love. 
I cannot express how much her support means to me; perhaps I am not the one who’s wrong. If an 11 year old who has been taught nothing but hate, perhaps there is hope for the future. 
Apr 23

spaceyacey:

Fuck i’m crying now

So my mother was up to her usual shit; calling me useless and entitled. Saying that I’m no longer allowed in the bathroom with a shower and I need to clean the other one by noon tomorrow morning or else keep in mind it hasn’t worked in 3 years.

I was hiding in my bedroom while my parents argued over who’s fault I was when my sister came in. She walked up to me and opened up her fist revealing a rainbow popsicle ‘best friends’ necklace. She thrust it into my hand and whispered that she wanted me to have it. 

"because it’s a popsicle?" I asked

"no silly because it’s a rainbow. I know- I mean- I thought you’d like it." 

She then winked and told me that I no longer needed to worry about cleaning the bathroom because she had spent the past hour doing it for me. 

This seems so petty and small until you realize that for the past two years my parents have been doing their darnest to get rid of me. My sister will admit that I’ve always been the scapegoat but since I came out it seems their attacks are more pointed. 

My sister is 11. She has grown up in a homophobic home and listened to my parents bitch about “those damn gays” her entire life. A couple months ago I came out to her and told her the reason our parents have been threatening to kick me out or send me away. I explained that sometimes gay girls and gay boys are even beaten up by people, just because of who they love. 

I cannot express how much her support means to me; perhaps I am not the one who’s wrong. If an 11 year old who has been taught nothing but hate, perhaps there is hope for the future. 

Apr 14

fritzleeztirf:

gabrielgastelum:

So many people went over to see [Colby and Brandon’s engagement on my blog] that they crashed my site. 

Awesome! 

Did they break up or something? :O

(via hopelesshomosexualromantic)

Apr 10

huffpostworld:

Next time you find yourself in Italy or Mexico or Senegal, you’ll be well-equipped to order the ristretto/cade de olla/cafe touba of your dreams.

(via huffingtonpost)

Apr 7

(Source: judgejuryandextracutesir)

This is getting to real! #graduation #classof14 @concordiatx  (at Concordia University Texas)
Apr 3

This is getting to real! #graduation #classof14 @concordiatx (at Concordia University Texas)

inaweofhisgrace:

Perfect timing. This is the time I have to begin deciding where I’d like to live and start my adult life, but I feel as though I haven’t adventured to enough places yet. How can something be so scary and so exciting at the same time?
Mar 30

inaweofhisgrace:

Perfect timing. This is the time I have to begin deciding where I’d like to live and start my adult life, but I feel as though I haven’t adventured to enough places yet. How can something be so scary and so exciting at the same time?

Mar 29

(Source: gayloveornone, via gayloveornone)

Mar 29

houseandhomme:

{Starting MOnday by sharing the love. Found these photos of everyone’s favorite design powercouple Nate Berkus and Jeremiah Brent as part of a new Banana Republic ad campaign. Makes me glad to see a cute gay couple in an ad like it ain’t no thang. The images were shot by Mikael Jansson and are beautifully done. It appears that they were shot at their totally ugly house, which I would love to break into and live in until I am dramatically removed by violent police force.}

sorrygirlsisuckcock:

http://sorrygirlsisuckcock.tumblr.com/

This describes my life right now.
Mar 28

sorrygirlsisuckcock:

http://sorrygirlsisuckcock.tumblr.com/

This describes my life right now.

(Source: troyesivan)

kazu721010:

Peace Road Residence / Andersson Wise Architects
Mar 28

kazu721010:

Peace Road Residence / Andersson Wise Architects

Mar 27

(via rawbsy)

"You don’t need nobody to represent you. You represent you. You represent the best version of who you could be. You go out there and change the world."

- Pharrell (via gq)

(via gq)

Mar 25
ponderation:

Bodiam by Peter Gutierrez
Mar 25

ponderation:

Bodiam by Peter Gutierrez

(via jinxinator)

Mar 23
Mar 21

huffingtonpost:

'First Gay Hug (A Homophobic Experiment)' parodies ‘First Kiss’ viral video.